Frustration

i am frustrated
wading in an endless sea
too many decisions
encompass me
where to go
and what to do
how to love
and who to be
i 
just
wanna
be
me.
no more frustrations
or pain to hide
no more masks
swallowing no more pride
hating the moon in it's huge black sky
envying the moon because it always shines
the hurt they've caused
is too much to dismiss
but they don't know
they don't see it...
they misplace their trust
and guilt trips are evident
frustration arrises
so what if i didn't?
i forgot to do one thing
it's not the end of the world
and frustration kills
this tired heart of mine
i'm sick of lies 
and i'm sick of
YOU

dedicated to all my "friends"...




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